cant do any writting... but just give a sista a minute..

I dont know what to call this blog to day has been kinda of crazy. I am sitting here trying to make my self do a little writing but its just not happen to night. I think i need to take a break because this story is on my mind all day and even while i sleep. I cant wait to get it out. What i need to do is find a way to take off work while the house is quite. Then i could write and write and write with out anybody being here. Well i want make this blog long infact i am going to bed because i am so tired and with this crazy weather my foot hurt. I dont know if i told yall this but about three or four years ago i fell down a flight of stairs and my feet has not been the same since. I know I know i need to go back to the doctor i will maybe before i go to Vegas.. Well its time to end this because it is a little after 11:30 and i need to get to bed so i can be ready for all the crazy pt who will come in and want all the dental work done for free or damn near free.. im out holla kelra

just too cute....

If just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck
the warmth of your lips on my cheek
the touch of your fingers on my skin
and the feel of your heart beating with mine
knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

that is how i feel about my Husband.. yall dont know how i love this man he is my everything...holla kelra

looking to move....

okay like i work almost 40 miles from my crib so hubby and i have been talking about making that move. Well today we decide to make that jump.. We are going to sit down with the boys and see what they think about this.. I mean when it come down to it we be our choice.. but when you have kids you must let them help with all choices that is going on in the family.. She my mother and father was very very very old school and what they said go and that was the end of it.. Well Tee and i decide that we were not going to be like that.. You know today i was talking to homegirl and if you been following me for a while then you would know who homegirl is.. Anyway we were talking and i started to talk about how i meet my hubby.. Man that brought back feeling that i thought i put to rest..I love him so much if you ever been in love then you know what i am talking about.. He makes me feel so good. Nothing like i have ever had. This is so funny becasue when i was talking to her she was very nice. I even got to find how she meet her little boy dad.. She told me the story about them. I guess i will have to be nice to her since my ace homegirl (Milizzia) is leaveing and mei if you reading this sorry i spell your name wrong.I know she has to get on with her life. but damn i am going to miss her.. When Diana left i was sad but with mei leaving i feel like i am losing a sister for real..holla kelra

thanksgiving..

i just wanted to say that this year thanksgiving was good not to much drama only that Ashly and her sister show up at our thanksgiving dinner man what a trip.. She is something else but my cousin Amos took care of that. He was like enough is enough i was so happy that he stood up for himself.. What a ass she is she just dont get it that she fuck up and its over.. you go out there and have two baby on this man and think that he is just going be like okay lets make this work. Then she find out the men she was with aint by shit then you wanna come back to the men and the family who treated you good.. man some women just dont get it.. but that is what happen when you are a littlt girl and not a GAWs ....im out holla

about to work on my story..

okay this is carzy but i am abut to work on my story.. it has been a few days and i keep getting these different story lines for all the people who is in my story... man its going to be all the hook cant wait until i am back in that zone.. well that's all for now.holla kelra

found my friend

I found my friends after a few months of looking for her..we talk all night long. i didn't go to bed until after 1:00am but i enjoyed talking to her and i am so happy that we are still best friends...i love her so muck and i miss her..cant wait to go see her..that's all for now i will be back..holla kelra

i did it..

wow i did it. i let someone other then my self read my stuff. man yall dont know how much it took out of me to post this.. i am very shy about what i write. i know i cant be like that but i am. so anyway i post my story and now a sista is feeling good about it..I cant wait to get back to writting. I think i will have my friend meilizza check it out. also my girl tracey take a look at it. man i got skills i jut need to get over being shy and get my writting on. well yall the clock on the wall says its time for your girl to call it a night. so i am out for now. but guess what i will be back holla kelra...

part 2 of just a little something something

Welcome to hotel Derek how can I help you? Yes, I would like to get a suit. Sorry ma’am but the hotel is under construction due to hurricane IKE. Ma’am you ought to know you are going to have trouble finding a hotel all over town because of the Dental convention in town. Damn that's what's I get for waiting the last minute Stacey says to her self. Now she was going to have to call one of her girl... Not Chris, but who? Chantal yes that is who she would call. Rang rang Damn Chantal pick up I know you are mad at me but damn but pick up.
Hello, what up ms. no show how you doing? Girl stops playing and come get me. I am at the hotel Derek downtown... OMG Stacy you came, ya I made it. Hell with the GAW on my back I had no choice y’all were rough on a siesta last night on the phone. Sorry about that but you be tripping sometime and we as (GAW) need to stick together no matter what the deal is. We are a family... Okay enough with the damn speech just come get me... Fo Sho playgirl. Be there in two shake. Hey Chantal don’t tell Chris I am here I want to see the look on her face. As Stacey waited for Chantal she remembers the way it all went down. It was right after high school Graduation and they were out celebration and having a good time. When night fall hit Ryan told her he needed to talk to her about something very important... She just knew that it was going to be a proposal. Hell why wouldn't it be. They have been together for ever. They meet in the seven grade and it’s been on every since. In addition, they would be going to the same collage. DePaul University in Chicago. That have been a dream of Stacey every seen she saw the campus during a halftime football game that she watch with her father. After all the celebrations and everybody went home. Ryan and Stacey went to a hotel and had there on party. It was the first time for both of them and they were more then ready. The summer flew by and before they know it. It was time to go to DePaul. However, days before they were to leave Ryan came by and said that he was not going...
In addition, that was not all he thought; his punk ass thought it would be a good idea if they took a break since he was not going away with her. He had other idea about what he wanted to do with his life and going to De Paul was not one of them. Therefore, Stacy packs her bag, went off to DePaul, and never looks back. Damn she hated this. But her girl needed her. Arriving at Chantal Pad Stacey told her to please find her a hotel... Why you can’t stay with me girl. Naw Chantal I need my own space... Whatever girl you be tripping so damn hard sometime.

just a little something??

okay this just a little something its not finish and i sure there is a few mistakes.. but any way here it goes you are the frist one to read it..

The air was thick as Stacey got off the plane back in H town man I thought I would never see this place again. Stacey let her mind roll backward four years early. That was the best and the worst time of her life. The man she thought she would spend the rest of her life with up and did the unthinkable he chose a life without her. Boy how she loved and hated him at the same time the only thing that kept her going was her GAW... (GrownA$$WWomen) a group of friends who will ride or die for each other there is nothing they wouldn’t do for each other. In fact, that is why she was here. One of her girl was getting married and not to show up would be against all codes. Stacey found her luggage and went out in front of the airport to see if she could get a cab. She had told her girls she was not coming so there would not be anybody there to pick her up. She thought about how surprised her girls were going to be. The other night on the phone, the girls really let her have it they told her how selfish she was being and this was not about her, but about Christine who was getting married to the man of her dream. Never mine that Tory was the brother/best man of the groom and that he would have to walk her down the ails. How could Chris do this to her she knows how long it took her to get over him. Oh well she was here now. Ma’am do you need a cab, yes can you please take me to hotel Derek.

wisdom teeth

omg i had my wisdom teeth remove last sat and man i have been in pain every since..WTF is going on????so i miss a few days of work behind this damn tooth.. i stay in the bed and got so much sleep that a sista feel so damn brand new..I call my doc last night and tol her that i just could not do this anymore and that she was going to have to do something about this damn tooth. so today at work we took a x-ray and sure enough there was a big piece of BONE just right under my gum trying to push its way out.. but could not because of the gum was trying to heal..so we had to numb me up and cut open my gum and clip away the bone..nope i was not in pain infact i have had the best night ever..i took my self and my kids out to eat at mickey D... it was good and i enjoyed my self...btw my 7yrs old son got sick at school and i had to leave work and go get him.. i was not trippin on that because i love my kids and they come first in my life... so that is all for now..i will start spending more timeand doing more post on kelrasworld...im out for now!!! holla at me kelra

just a day at work

man to day was just another day at the dental office.. we started off kinda slow then after lunch things took off. I am happy to say that i have a great job and i love everybody who i work with.. We are so a family.. things just go easier when everybody gets a long. sometime people forget that there co worker are ppl to who have feeling. so please if you are at place where you have power over other do miss use it. At my job i am the head asst but you would never know it. Because i dont make my self feel or look better then the other ppl..I work with them and not against them.. now dont get it twisted i make sure our work get done..because i will thump that ass if you mess with my doctor or the office or our money..... she is my home girl my friend and a very good boss.... well that's all for now..blog with yall 2morrow holla kelra

i think its time i face my fears..

well as yall all know i love to write/story tell.. well all my life i wanted to be a writer but i am way to shy to even put anything out there. Well God has bless me in the last 2 years..by that i mean he has put people in my life who do or doing what i love and that is write.. so now i feel like i can do it.. i have sooo many story in my head that i need to just sit down and write them out. i have this one story about this couple who use to date then they break up and years later they coming together for a friends wedding and they both are in the wedding..that all i will tell yall for now.. but i think i will post it on here first and see what yall think.. well im out for now. holla at your girl kelra..

off for the next 2 days..

wow i am off and the kids are with their nanny.. i am soo happy about that. life is really kinda of good for me right now. not to much going on in my life right now..unless you want to call me hitting my head last night on a wall. yep that's what i said.. i am pass crazy and i just dont understand how these things happen.. i guess i am one of these people that if its going to happen then it will happen to me..but that is just my crazy life.. man i am soo bad i have written about 5 different stories and i havent finish any of them.. i dont know what wrong with me..i love to write and i love to stories tell ..even as a child i would make up story for my friends and they love them.. but one thing i do know is that i am very shy around other.. i know my friends thinks that is crazy because i talk to damn much..lol but the true is if i know you then i will talk your damn ear off.. if i dont know you then you want even know i am in the room.. hey maybe i will write a short story and post it on here and see how it work out for me.... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm i just might do that...holla kelra..

WOW

Wow yall aint going belive this...This grown ass men came into my dental office acting just like a fuckin baby... Dude was rude and talking all loud....I know old boy was scared but Damn...I know i sound mean and shit but if you guys would have being there you would say the same thing....Well i guess that all for now...my life is pass crazy.. i got about 10million irons in the fire..lol at me...well good night good people...holla kelra

nothing going on....

soo sorry i havent been on kelrasworld... just been so busy.. okay kelra what's going on in your world..well work has been very busy and i am sooo happy about that.. with people losein there job.. i hate that for them... i hope thing get better real soon....okay enough of that.. what the damn deal for real not much for once i really dont have much to go off about can yall belive that...so i will end this right her.....holla kelra

lovin my man!!!

you know people always say they wish that they could find the right man..well guess what i have my hubby is the real deal..He is my soul mate, my one and only, and the love of my life...But most of all he is my best friend.. it don't get any better then that.. i could look the world over and never ever find another one like him 6ft med build dark chocolate skin black wavy hair with two of the pretty dimple you ever want to see with teeth so white that look so good against that chocolate skin. yeah my man is a looker but what so amazing is that he is not conceited or think he is all that. Even when i tell him how good looking he is he just flash me that great smile.. I love him for so many reason like with this workout thang he never ever say anything negative. All he sayes is baby you look great.. when i meet him i was like 110 now after 3 kids i put on a few pounds he has never ever said a word.. i know i will never ever be 110 but i am working on getting as close as i can. Not for him but for me...well i will close for now.. just what on my mind..im out

young and the restless

man young and the restless is a trip. i am soo piss off because of how they keep playing nick and sharon. man i want them to together sooo bad that it is making me sick..why cant they just be in love and happy..they love each other so much. i am so tired of all this drama i think i am going to take a break from them for a while... because i hate to see ppl in love and never ever make it.. that is sooo not cool..you take me and my hubby yeah we went thru it for a while about 7yrs ago. he did the unthinkable and hurt me really bad. but you know what i have forgiven him and we have more on.. i never ever thought that he would hurt me and put someone eles in our lives but he did. and it was hell trying to get that bitch out of his hair..i stay out of it because he brought her in and he was the one who had to get her out.. yeah he did it she got out of our lives but man was it hard...i never ever tryed to hurt him and i never will. he is the love of my life.. we have fun and we love each other sooo much... okay enough about me and hubby.i will post some more later but for now i should get to bed.. work 2morrow is going to be off the chain....holla kelra

went to the spa....

man it was a good day. went to the spa and got some R/R which was much needed after the work out that i having been puttin my body thur.... so i took a few days off i was just tooo damn sore. but monday i am back on it.. will hit the floor running.. lost 23 pound and i feel and look great...my hubby sure think so. well i better turn it in have a very busy day....holla kelra

omd

MOUTH YOUIs that alright...If I only desire to taste you tonight?I want toMouth you!Let me make your womanhood drool on my chinLet meExtractThatMulti orgasm from withLet my tongue speak to your clitAnd your first response is "AHHH SHIT"Your thighs trembling on my earsAnd it appearsI am not there but I am really really closeLicking those juicy lipsThe ones located between your sweet hipsYour ebony thighsSatisfyMyMahogany highMy tongue rolls you like a bluntWhat you need right now is what I want.I want toMouth youMaking you feel happyAre you ready to cum for daddy.Baby!May beI want toStroke youWith my fingers.I have flashs because your essence still lingersFrom the last time you ejaculatedI am stroking your clit as if you had masturbatedFeeling my finger and tongueOne dances on your clit until after you cum.My hand massages multiple climaxesInto your body and mind. The fact isI feel ashy and you thrill me with your motionCum for me again so I can wear your jiuces like lotion.I could feel your sugarwalls with my thickness in vaginal sexYet my mentality is that of a brother with a little dick complex.Now all I need to doIs have a taste so let me mouth you.By DCVIRGO POETZ SOCIETY

havuibg time for your kids...

I want to talk parents who dont know how important it is to spend time with your kids.... Let me just start off by saying that kid are the best thnigs on earth.. I love kids and i would go down fightin behind them..I have three sons who i love very much. I tell them everyday how i feel about them. See i want them to know that no matter what i am here for them. I think it cool when a mother can take her 6yrs old to play ice hockey and let him win 7-3 yes he kick my butt. man yall should have seen the look on his face when all the lights went off..I was sooo happy. I didnt tell my 19yrs this but today i went car shopping for him just to see what's out htere. He is a good son... My 9yrs is so sweet and i just love him sooo much...He has been wanted to wash my car and today we are going to wash it.. that is going to be fun. all my boys out side...i think i am going to have a water fight lol man that is going to be sooooo much FUN.......

man co worker is a trip!!! it sucks been in charge sometime

you know what it sucks been in charge sometime. This coworker i have really is a pain in the ass. she doesnt listen. And when i do tell her somethings she acts like a baby. I dont want her to lose her job. But if she keep this up i will ask my doctor to let her go..I am trying to really like her but it is something about her that i just dont. yesterday she was on point because she knows that i was mad from a few days ago. okay here is what happen. I told her we would get off early around 2 pm. Well as luck would have it. we had a patient who came in with bad tooth pain around 1:45. So i took the x-rays and put her in the chair. I was in the office talking to my doctor about the patient. When i look up she( my co worker) was sitting down at the computer looking at picture of her self. so i ask her what she was doing and she said Oh i am clock out and about to go home. I ask her why when we still have a patient in the chair. she look at me and said but its almost 2:00 so i told her to clock back in and go help the doctor with that last patient. while i clean up the other rooms which still needed to be clean and close the office down. Well she did what i ask but she was in the back makin all kind of noises. I dont know what to do about her. She has a little boy at home and i dont want her to lose her job. but she is going to make me go black on her. I am a very nice person until you cross that line. and she is right up against that line as of right now..well guess what yall i had a 4hr meeting with ole girl and things are so much better. I told her that her job will be over if she dont get a hole of her self like now. i guess she really need a job because ole girl is doing much better.. but i will keep yall posted...

hangin out with my 19year son

Wow can't belive he hung out with me. we had a good day today. we chill at home and did some much talkin. then we went out and got some lunch it was very good. my son is a very laid back person and i love him very much.. even tho sometime i dont know what's going on inside his head. but you know what that's okay because i have good boys. my sons are very kind and they do love their mother (big smile) yes i am a a very luckey mother. my two little one are very smart and they both are in G&T yep me and hubby are very happy. our oldest will be starting college this summer. he decide to take a year off at first i was noooooot happy about that i wanted him to go right into college. but my hubby said let him do him for a while and he will go when he is ready. so for about a year he worked and took ufc classess. now he is ready so once again hubby was right. you know how they say it take a man to handal a man will that is true.. im out for now will rap with yall 2morrow.

had a great day with my boys

omg man me and tracey may sisternlaw took our boys out for a day of fun.. man did we have fun we went on a battle ship... boy did the boys like that they were everywhere on the ship. i and so sore that i can't move lol. Then we can home where the men folks stay and cook the bbq. Yes i said we left them to do the cooking. I havent been on the battle ship like forever. so i took my boys i wanted them to see the old battle ship. they had a great time...

summer time cold

Man i hate summer colds.. Im cold and hot at the same time. How did i get this summer cold??? o i know how my hubby like to keep it down to 60 in our house and then when i go out side it almost 90 or more outside. so there you have it. my crazy life just keep on getting crazyer if there is such a word lol. lets see what's doing down in the hood. well my son who is 19yrs is outside hanging out with his friends and my two little ones or sleep. hubby is down stairs i think. o yeah i went to the gym and work out. i did lets see ...... i did 5 sets of 2o legs lifts ( inner and outer) and i did 3 sets of 20 ads works out that was all yesterday. so this morning i was sore as hell. but it is all good i have a plan....(to get my sexy back) don't tell anybody okay... trying to get sexy for the summer. ha ha... well that's all for now... o im out kelra

you want hear some crazy shit

man i can't belive what happen to day. first of all my girl Tracey call me and said that 25 people from her department was gettin laid off. man aint that a bitch. so all day i was worried for her. then we got the call that she was safe.... man i was happy for her. Then this crazy pt came up to the office acting all brand new.. man i was piss off at him because he did some foul shit.. okay here is what he did. we sell this toothbrush call sonicare and man do they get your teeth clean. anyway we get them real chap because we work at the dentist office RIGHT well this sob ask us if he could see our invoice. we were like for what... then he said well i want to see it because i want to see what all it do. okay now do i look like willie fu fu or even willie fu fu kinfolk. hell naw that fool wanted to see how much we paid for them so he could go and resell them.. man i can't stand shady people. but it's all good. then on my way home this big truck all most hit me i was like wtf don't you see my little p.t. okay maybe he didn't.. ha ha but any way my life is a trip.. well i am out for now. holla at me if you can.

where are the pt.

omg today has been like nooooo pt. i have only seen like 2pt i am so not feeling this.

mother day

mother day what a great day. i just chill at home with my family. there is nothing like hanging out with your family.. hubby was nice today made sure that i slept late and had breakfast in bed( oh how sweet.) the boys even got up and clean there room with out me telling them too. man that was cool and you know what i love it... wish mother day was everyday. i am the only woman in the house and today my men folks did a great job showing me just how much they love me.. im out. sexykelra