Sorry about being gone so long

OMG I am so sorry that i have been away for from kelra's world. But life is sooo busy for me right now. I am working on a project right now that is awesome. I am also still working on my book. I kinda of stop writing because of this new project that kinda of fall into my lab,but don't worry i am back on my book hustle. I am so happy and i can not wait until i can share it with you. I also have decide to take my love for writing a step forward.I will keep you posted and i promise this will be the last time i leave you guys for such a long time. hugs and kisses holla kelra

why do women think if they have a baby for a men then she got him..

Why do women think if she have a baby for a men then she got him. I hear so many women say that if only they could just have that men baby then he would never ever leave them. I think that is the dumbest thing i ever heard in my life.. I think some women think the power of there pussy is all that and some. Man let me tell you this.The Pussy does have power but you must know how to use. But to miss use it by trying to set up a men with traping him with a baby..

why is he upset???

Okay my son bestfriend just found out that is baby mamma is going to have a baby by someone else. Now here is what i don't understand is why is he mad when they has not been together for a while (like two yes)I just don't get it. Why is he sooo mad.I know what they say about once the pussy always the pussy. (sorry for those of you who think my my mouth is dirty) but i am a GrownAssoWomen and i can speak how ever i want to. But back to my question so if he think that why didn't he do what ever it take to keep her. Because the way he is acting there is got to still be some feeling on his part..Just don't get it Ole well that is my blog for the day. See y'all tomorrow..holla kelra

sorry i have MIA

I am so sorry that i have been MIA. Life is so busy for me right now.I got the first three chapter back and i haven't started to my all the changes.My editor has chapter 4-6 and she is working on them as we speak. Before long she is going be all caught up with me and i won't even be ready. I am just so busy work is kicking my ass and with the end of school here. My boys are having all kind of things going on at the school that need me and hubby to be there.I will get those edited done real soon. I want this more then anything. I just need about three days where nobody disturbs me and i can just write. I am so close to the end. Well that's all for now.I will try to get on here more i promise. holla kelra

It feel like a Dream..

Man it feel like a dream. My cousin has started to editing my novel..She has already edited the first Three chapter for me..So what kind of writer i am? well i love paranormal, and syfy,but with a gangster twist..My first book is going to be call The Reuion..I am almost done with it..I am very proud of myself becuase as long as i can remeber i wanted to write.I had one teacher who told me i would never make it because of my skin color.. Ya that was back in the day.So from that point on i never ever wanted to write again..Then a few years back i was at walmart and i pick up this book By Miss.Banks and she changed my life forever.. We had a very long talk and she told me to go for my dreams and bump what that school teacher was talking about.. So I put my fear a side and started writing.I am so happy that i did.I love it.. well that all blog family will share with yall on 2morrow..

It's been a long time coming

Wow it's been a long time coming.I am almost finish with my first book.I have some one who is editing it for me.See i can write but i can't edited it how funny huh?What so funny is she was right under my nose for the start. She is my cousin.What's funny is that she does this for a living at Baylor.She has my back and now she is editing the first three chapter for me..Man i am so proud of my self. The reason is because i have always been very shy and now i am stepping out and doing my dream.Which is to write a book..This book is one of a five book series.I will keep everybody posted on how it is going. The easy part is over now the hard part start. finding a publisher who will fit with me and me with them. I am a very easy person to get along with so this publishing company has to work for me as. So please wish me luck on my journey...

my good friend

I am happy a very good friend of mines has come back into my life..I have miss him a lot..we use to talk and hang out all the time in high school..so happy that he is back in my life..Friends are hard to find...holla kelra

Damn i need grownasswomen to act like they are grown...

Okay i am about to go the FUCk off..There is lady who lets say we will call her Paula. Well Paula has piss me off because she is such a fucking loser.. I say that because i dont know any women who would go thur her man phone or break into his email.. That shit is so play the fuck out. Here is how i feel if you think your man is cheating then you have two fuckin choices deal this the shit or leave... But under no fuckin reason or you to call the other women. That is a fuckin NO NO...You need to check that MAN... Because he is the one who has decide to step out of the relationship and bring someone eles into it.. I just dont understand these weak ass minded women..I know how it feel to have someone you love cheat on you..But before you go and get all up in the face of the other women face you better come right.. Now dont get it twisted we got some women out there who dont give a fuck and will go after your man and dont care who they hurt. Now those women need their asses KICK... I am getting so tired of all the these women saying that they are grown when it clearly they are still in child mode...Paula you make me sick and i wish you would grow the fuck up.. If that man dont want you then do you need to face it and move the fuck on... im done with this dumb shit...holla kelra

so sad...

I was on myspace which i dont get on much But some reason i was on there tonight and so i was seaching thur my space and i came across this young lady who had posted her story. She said how she was happy and her husband cheated on her and then left her for This women. She said that he was so mean to her. So she packed her bags and move to Texas from L.A. to be near her family. Well after going to a whole lot of pain the asshole decide that he wants his wife back so he moves his ass down to Texas to be near her. So they work things out and start to rebuild there life. When out of no where this BITCH bring her ass down to Texas to tell him that she four months PG..and yes the baby is his. SO guess what his puck ass do he leave his wife once again and move back to L.A. with that BITCH... the mother to soon be .. My heart went out to her and so being me i left her a comment... I dont know if she will read it but the truth is my heart go out to her.. I know how it feel to love someone and they hurt you. the different between her and me is that he broke her heart two time in less then six months.. man i wish i could cut his ball off.....just so damn mad at all the men who dont see how bad they can hurt a women.holla kelra

My Book..

Okay I have gotten very far with this Book. I am so lovin it man I write like everyday.I have high hopes and dream for this book. I am so proud of my self because this is the first time that I am doing something for me. All my life i have always put other first and never ever did what i wanted. SO 2010 will be my year I am going to get this book publish and I am going to get my site the GAWS (grownasswomen.ning.com)moving forward. I need to set a chat up with all the girls and catch up with what's being going on in there lives. I am so luckey to have a Husband like Torrence he is my MUSE... He give me so much love during this time. When I dont feel like writing he tell me "Baby you can do it." he makes me feel like i can do anything. Thanks Torrence for always having my back. You are my one true love.... Just wanted to let yall know it is cold as hell outside. I dont know how the people up north do it. I would be moving if the weather got any colder.. that funny huh? i just don't like the cold at all. I am a warm/hot type of girl ha ha thats funny.... well until next time holla kelra

what's up with this.

Okay so i having been siting at the computer for like over two hours and i got nothing. Man i dont understand this. I know some of my friends say it happen but man not to me..SO as i sit here and try to pull this story out of my head i decide to take a break and write on my blog. Today was a fun day we went over to aunt nettie and had a great meal. The kids got to pop fire cracker and they had a ball. Since they are getting older my hubby and and the rest of the men folks lets the boys all pop them their self man you should have seen the look on there faces. They were happy and that makes me happy when my family is happy.. OMG i got so much to tell you blog,but it will have to wait until tomorrow. I am getting sleepy and it is after one pm. I have to work tomorrow at 8 so until tomorrow keep your head up and go after your dreams...I am.. my dream is to get a book deal/ you know get it publish this year so in order for that to happen i need to work on this story every day holla kelra

Happy New Year

Happy New Year its 2010 and i think its going to be a great year. I am going to be making changes to my life first i want to give God much love because without him i want even be here. Next a big shout out to my Hubby who i love very much. I want him to know that life with out him mean nothing to me..My Boys who are at the center of my heart. Just keep looking forward and doing your best that's all i can ask for from yall..To the rest of my family thing well get better if you belive they will. Keep your eyes on God and always put family and friends first and i thinik you well be alright.. Now this is a start for a new begining so for all the fake people you have in your life now is the time to show them the door... Nothing like a great new year to start over and get rid of so many bad things in your life... until next time holla kelra