This is me all day

I love being by myself..

A Beautiful Surprise

When I first saw his message come across my notification I didn't know what to think. He was someone who I knew from my childhood and went to high school with. He was someone who I always thought was cute but I never cross that line for fear that I would be rejected, See he was in the "IN CROWD" and even tho I could have been I decide not to. So when I saw his message and he was saying hello i responded with my own hello.
 If only i knew how that hello would change my life. He is the most wonderful man I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. He is everything I have ever wanted in a man wait let me clear that up A GROWN MAN because that is just what he is.  
This man cooks for me, he sing for me, we share an emotional bond like know other. This man prays with me and for me. He makes sure I am taking care of. Where has this man been all my life? why am I just finding or him finding me in our forty? Lord knows I could have use him in my early days. I guess what they say is true God saves the Best for LAST.. what ever the case is I am just happy he is in my life now and I pray he stays..
So with that being said  he is a beautiful Surprise and I couldn't be happier.. 

Living Life Without Walls

My life is a storybook at its best. I have been hurt more then I would like to share but its time I share the things I go through.  I have the biggest heart in Texas and I will give you my lasted if you needed it. I am a team player and will do what ever I need to do to get the job done. I enjoy life to the fullest so why have I been hurt? Well lets see people don't see life like I do. I mean I am one of those people who see beyond people faults.  I see the good in everybody until you show me other wises. My family is the worst they are very judgmental and unforgiving they will use anything to hold you down or to put you down.
I try so hard to bring my family together so we can ask like a real family but I have fail miserably at that task. You can't bring people together if they dont want to be come together and that was a very hard pill to swallow for me. I enjoy the bond of a family but never had one of my own from my family. So to say I have been hurt is a true fact. I stay to my self and don't indulge with any of my family member expect a hand few. But now that I am older I am living my life without walls. I am finally happy and free.

Hello

Just wanted to say hello and I promise I will be writing more on my blog. Life is busy and I have jump head,feet first. I have decide to start my own publishing company so watch out world it's abut to be ON..

A Change Gonna Come

some foul shit going down

I don't know what the hell is going on but there is some FOUL SHIT in the air. Let's me start off by saying that you need to watch who you put around you. When a person is down and out they ass need you like a person in hell need ice water. But the minuet they do a come up they asses get to acting all BRAND NEW, that the type of shit that piss me off to know fucking end. I can't stand a fake ass person who act some kind of way when they need you, then act like they all that when they don't need you anymore what a fucking looser. Ya I am piss off because i have been there done that. I have the biggest heart and I will give a person the last of my last but not anymore. I am done being nice and helping people out. I am DONE..

Loving Life

Hello to all my good peeps,
What's going on? How is life treating you? Did you have a great summer and if so please share what you did. As for me my summer was okay. I wish I could have done more and went on a real vacation, but this year me and the boys stay in town and chilled.
Sometime the body just need a little bit of rest and that is just what i gave mines. Now lets talk about what I have been doing about my novels.. Yes I said Novels because a sister got three of them going all at the same damn time. I really want to finish up"The Reunion" and get that out of the way because that is my baby and my FIRST LOVE .. I love me some RYAN in this novel. But my life is so busy right now that i can't even think right. I know that is not a excuse but hey a sister can try and blame it on life being busy RIGHT???
 But anyhow "Chocolate Prince" is my other baby that I need to finish and get it out of the way so I can move on over to my last novel which by the way is due to the editor in NOVEMBER ya you read right NOVEMBER and a sista aint even started yet.. Why do I say i am going to do something when I know Damn Well I am busy as hell..I know why because a sista can't say know and hurt anybody feeling. A good author friend of mines ask me if  I would co-write with her and me being me said YES.. Now don't you want to just slap me for saying that? Well sweet peas you gonna have to wait in line right after me after i slap myself..LOL   Okay Okay let me get back to work and maybe just maybe i can finish up on "The Reunion" sometime before the end of the year.. Wish me LUCK..~kelra aka Author K.D. Samuels