Happy New Year

Happy New Year its 2010 and i think its going to be a great year. I am going to be making changes to my life first i want to give God much love because without him i want even be here. Next a big shout out to my Hubby who i love very much. I want him to know that life with out him mean nothing to me..My Boys who are at the center of my heart. Just keep looking forward and doing your best that's all i can ask for from yall..To the rest of my family thing well get better if you belive they will. Keep your eyes on God and always put family and friends first and i thinik you well be alright.. Now this is a start for a new begining so for all the fake people you have in your life now is the time to show them the door... Nothing like a great new year to start over and get rid of so many bad things in your life... until next time holla kelra

cant do any writting... but just give a sista a minute..

I dont know what to call this blog to day has been kinda of crazy. I am sitting here trying to make my self do a little writing but its just not happen to night. I think i need to take a break because this story is on my mind all day and even while i sleep. I cant wait to get it out. What i need to do is find a way to take off work while the house is quite. Then i could write and write and write with out anybody being here. Well i want make this blog long infact i am going to bed because i am so tired and with this crazy weather my foot hurt. I dont know if i told yall this but about three or four years ago i fell down a flight of stairs and my feet has not been the same since. I know I know i need to go back to the doctor i will maybe before i go to Vegas.. Well its time to end this because it is a little after 11:30 and i need to get to bed so i can be ready for all the crazy pt who will come in and want all the dental work done for free or damn near free.. im out holla kelra

just too cute....

If just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck
the warmth of your lips on my cheek
the touch of your fingers on my skin
and the feel of your heart beating with mine
knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

that is how i feel about my Husband.. yall dont know how i love this man he is my everything...holla kelra

looking to move....

okay like i work almost 40 miles from my crib so hubby and i have been talking about making that move. Well today we decide to make that jump.. We are going to sit down with the boys and see what they think about this.. I mean when it come down to it we be our choice.. but when you have kids you must let them help with all choices that is going on in the family.. She my mother and father was very very very old school and what they said go and that was the end of it.. Well Tee and i decide that we were not going to be like that.. You know today i was talking to homegirl and if you been following me for a while then you would know who homegirl is.. Anyway we were talking and i started to talk about how i meet my hubby.. Man that brought back feeling that i thought i put to rest..I love him so much if you ever been in love then you know what i am talking about.. He makes me feel so good. Nothing like i have ever had. This is so funny becasue when i was talking to her she was very nice. I even got to find how she meet her little boy dad.. She told me the story about them. I guess i will have to be nice to her since my ace homegirl (Milizzia) is leaveing and mei if you reading this sorry i spell your name wrong.I know she has to get on with her life. but damn i am going to miss her.. When Diana left i was sad but with mei leaving i feel like i am losing a sister for real..holla kelra

thanksgiving..

i just wanted to say that this year thanksgiving was good not to much drama only that Ashly and her sister show up at our thanksgiving dinner man what a trip.. She is something else but my cousin Amos took care of that. He was like enough is enough i was so happy that he stood up for himself.. What a ass she is she just dont get it that she fuck up and its over.. you go out there and have two baby on this man and think that he is just going be like okay lets make this work. Then she find out the men she was with aint by shit then you wanna come back to the men and the family who treated you good.. man some women just dont get it.. but that is what happen when you are a littlt girl and not a GAWs ....im out holla

about to work on my story..

okay this is carzy but i am abut to work on my story.. it has been a few days and i keep getting these different story lines for all the people who is in my story... man its going to be all the hook cant wait until i am back in that zone.. well that's all for now.holla kelra

found my friend

I found my friends after a few months of looking for her..we talk all night long. i didn't go to bed until after 1:00am but i enjoyed talking to her and i am so happy that we are still best friends...i love her so muck and i miss her..cant wait to go see her..that's all for now i will be back..holla kelra