Damn i need grownasswomen to act like they are grown...

Okay i am about to go the FUCk off..There is lady who lets say we will call her Paula. Well Paula has piss me off because she is such a fucking loser.. I say that because i dont know any women who would go thur her man phone or break into his email.. That shit is so play the fuck out. Here is how i feel if you think your man is cheating then you have two fuckin choices deal this the shit or leave... But under no fuckin reason or you to call the other women. That is a fuckin NO NO...You need to check that MAN... Because he is the one who has decide to step out of the relationship and bring someone eles into it.. I just dont understand these weak ass minded women..I know how it feel to have someone you love cheat on you..But before you go and get all up in the face of the other women face you better come right.. Now dont get it twisted we got some women out there who dont give a fuck and will go after your man and dont care who they hurt. Now those women need their asses KICK... I am getting so tired of all the these women saying that they are grown when it clearly they are still in child mode...Paula you make me sick and i wish you would grow the fuck up.. If that man dont want you then do you need to face it and move the fuck on... im done with this dumb shit...holla kelra

so sad...

I was on myspace which i dont get on much But some reason i was on there tonight and so i was seaching thur my space and i came across this young lady who had posted her story. She said how she was happy and her husband cheated on her and then left her for This women. She said that he was so mean to her. So she packed her bags and move to Texas from L.A. to be near her family. Well after going to a whole lot of pain the asshole decide that he wants his wife back so he moves his ass down to Texas to be near her. So they work things out and start to rebuild there life. When out of no where this BITCH bring her ass down to Texas to tell him that she four months PG..and yes the baby is his. SO guess what his puck ass do he leave his wife once again and move back to L.A. with that BITCH... the mother to soon be .. My heart went out to her and so being me i left her a comment... I dont know if she will read it but the truth is my heart go out to her.. I know how it feel to love someone and they hurt you. the different between her and me is that he broke her heart two time in less then six months.. man i wish i could cut his ball off.....just so damn mad at all the men who dont see how bad they can hurt a women.holla kelra

My Book..

Okay I have gotten very far with this Book. I am so lovin it man I write like everyday.I have high hopes and dream for this book. I am so proud of my self because this is the first time that I am doing something for me. All my life i have always put other first and never ever did what i wanted. SO 2010 will be my year I am going to get this book publish and I am going to get my site the GAWS (grownasswomen.ning.com)moving forward. I need to set a chat up with all the girls and catch up with what's being going on in there lives. I am so luckey to have a Husband like Torrence he is my MUSE... He give me so much love during this time. When I dont feel like writing he tell me "Baby you can do it." he makes me feel like i can do anything. Thanks Torrence for always having my back. You are my one true love.... Just wanted to let yall know it is cold as hell outside. I dont know how the people up north do it. I would be moving if the weather got any colder.. that funny huh? i just don't like the cold at all. I am a warm/hot type of girl ha ha thats funny.... well until next time holla kelra

what's up with this.

Okay so i having been siting at the computer for like over two hours and i got nothing. Man i dont understand this. I know some of my friends say it happen but man not to me..SO as i sit here and try to pull this story out of my head i decide to take a break and write on my blog. Today was a fun day we went over to aunt nettie and had a great meal. The kids got to pop fire cracker and they had a ball. Since they are getting older my hubby and and the rest of the men folks lets the boys all pop them their self man you should have seen the look on there faces. They were happy and that makes me happy when my family is happy.. OMG i got so much to tell you blog,but it will have to wait until tomorrow. I am getting sleepy and it is after one pm. I have to work tomorrow at 8 so until tomorrow keep your head up and go after your dreams...I am.. my dream is to get a book deal/ you know get it publish this year so in order for that to happen i need to work on this story every day holla kelra

Happy New Year

Happy New Year its 2010 and i think its going to be a great year. I am going to be making changes to my life first i want to give God much love because without him i want even be here. Next a big shout out to my Hubby who i love very much. I want him to know that life with out him mean nothing to me..My Boys who are at the center of my heart. Just keep looking forward and doing your best that's all i can ask for from yall..To the rest of my family thing well get better if you belive they will. Keep your eyes on God and always put family and friends first and i thinik you well be alright.. Now this is a start for a new begining so for all the fake people you have in your life now is the time to show them the door... Nothing like a great new year to start over and get rid of so many bad things in your life... until next time holla kelra

cant do any writting... but just give a sista a minute..

I dont know what to call this blog to day has been kinda of crazy. I am sitting here trying to make my self do a little writing but its just not happen to night. I think i need to take a break because this story is on my mind all day and even while i sleep. I cant wait to get it out. What i need to do is find a way to take off work while the house is quite. Then i could write and write and write with out anybody being here. Well i want make this blog long infact i am going to bed because i am so tired and with this crazy weather my foot hurt. I dont know if i told yall this but about three or four years ago i fell down a flight of stairs and my feet has not been the same since. I know I know i need to go back to the doctor i will maybe before i go to Vegas.. Well its time to end this because it is a little after 11:30 and i need to get to bed so i can be ready for all the crazy pt who will come in and want all the dental work done for free or damn near free.. im out holla kelra

just too cute....

If just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck
the warmth of your lips on my cheek
the touch of your fingers on my skin
and the feel of your heart beating with mine
knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

that is how i feel about my Husband.. yall dont know how i love this man he is my everything...holla kelra