just too cute....

If just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck
the warmth of your lips on my cheek
the touch of your fingers on my skin
and the feel of your heart beating with mine
knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

that is how i feel about my Husband.. yall dont know how i love this man he is my everything...holla kelra

looking to move....

okay like i work almost 40 miles from my crib so hubby and i have been talking about making that move. Well today we decide to make that jump.. We are going to sit down with the boys and see what they think about this.. I mean when it come down to it we be our choice.. but when you have kids you must let them help with all choices that is going on in the family.. She my mother and father was very very very old school and what they said go and that was the end of it.. Well Tee and i decide that we were not going to be like that.. You know today i was talking to homegirl and if you been following me for a while then you would know who homegirl is.. Anyway we were talking and i started to talk about how i meet my hubby.. Man that brought back feeling that i thought i put to rest..I love him so much if you ever been in love then you know what i am talking about.. He makes me feel so good. Nothing like i have ever had. This is so funny becasue when i was talking to her she was very nice. I even got to find how she meet her little boy dad.. She told me the story about them. I guess i will have to be nice to her since my ace homegirl (Milizzia) is leaveing and mei if you reading this sorry i spell your name wrong.I know she has to get on with her life. but damn i am going to miss her.. When Diana left i was sad but with mei leaving i feel like i am losing a sister for real..holla kelra

thanksgiving..

i just wanted to say that this year thanksgiving was good not to much drama only that Ashly and her sister show up at our thanksgiving dinner man what a trip.. She is something else but my cousin Amos took care of that. He was like enough is enough i was so happy that he stood up for himself.. What a ass she is she just dont get it that she fuck up and its over.. you go out there and have two baby on this man and think that he is just going be like okay lets make this work. Then she find out the men she was with aint by shit then you wanna come back to the men and the family who treated you good.. man some women just dont get it.. but that is what happen when you are a littlt girl and not a GAWs ....im out holla

about to work on my story..

okay this is carzy but i am abut to work on my story.. it has been a few days and i keep getting these different story lines for all the people who is in my story... man its going to be all the hook cant wait until i am back in that zone.. well that's all for now.holla kelra

found my friend

I found my friends after a few months of looking for her..we talk all night long. i didn't go to bed until after 1:00am but i enjoyed talking to her and i am so happy that we are still best friends...i love her so muck and i miss her..cant wait to go see her..that's all for now i will be back..holla kelra

i did it..

wow i did it. i let someone other then my self read my stuff. man yall dont know how much it took out of me to post this.. i am very shy about what i write. i know i cant be like that but i am. so anyway i post my story and now a sista is feeling good about it..I cant wait to get back to writting. I think i will have my friend meilizza check it out. also my girl tracey take a look at it. man i got skills i jut need to get over being shy and get my writting on. well yall the clock on the wall says its time for your girl to call it a night. so i am out for now. but guess what i will be back holla kelra...

part 2 of just a little something something

Welcome to hotel Derek how can I help you? Yes, I would like to get a suit. Sorry ma’am but the hotel is under construction due to hurricane IKE. Ma’am you ought to know you are going to have trouble finding a hotel all over town because of the Dental convention in town. Damn that's what's I get for waiting the last minute Stacey says to her self. Now she was going to have to call one of her girl... Not Chris, but who? Chantal yes that is who she would call. Rang rang Damn Chantal pick up I know you are mad at me but damn but pick up.
Hello, what up ms. no show how you doing? Girl stops playing and come get me. I am at the hotel Derek downtown... OMG Stacy you came, ya I made it. Hell with the GAW on my back I had no choice y’all were rough on a siesta last night on the phone. Sorry about that but you be tripping sometime and we as (GAW) need to stick together no matter what the deal is. We are a family... Okay enough with the damn speech just come get me... Fo Sho playgirl. Be there in two shake. Hey Chantal don’t tell Chris I am here I want to see the look on her face. As Stacey waited for Chantal she remembers the way it all went down. It was right after high school Graduation and they were out celebration and having a good time. When night fall hit Ryan told her he needed to talk to her about something very important... She just knew that it was going to be a proposal. Hell why wouldn't it be. They have been together for ever. They meet in the seven grade and it’s been on every since. In addition, they would be going to the same collage. DePaul University in Chicago. That have been a dream of Stacey every seen she saw the campus during a halftime football game that she watch with her father. After all the celebrations and everybody went home. Ryan and Stacey went to a hotel and had there on party. It was the first time for both of them and they were more then ready. The summer flew by and before they know it. It was time to go to DePaul. However, days before they were to leave Ryan came by and said that he was not going...
In addition, that was not all he thought; his punk ass thought it would be a good idea if they took a break since he was not going away with her. He had other idea about what he wanted to do with his life and going to De Paul was not one of them. Therefore, Stacy packs her bag, went off to DePaul, and never looks back. Damn she hated this. But her girl needed her. Arriving at Chantal Pad Stacey told her to please find her a hotel... Why you can’t stay with me girl. Naw Chantal I need my own space... Whatever girl you be tripping so damn hard sometime.