Boss

Hang around people who are just like you..Be on your boss shit..

This is me all day

I love being by myself..

A Beautiful Surprise

When I first saw his message come across my notification I didn't know what to think. He was someone who I knew from my childhood and went to high school with. He was someone who I always thought was cute but I never cross that line for fear that I would be rejected, See he was in the "IN CROWD" and even tho I could have been I decide not to. So when I saw his message and he was saying hello i responded with my own hello.
 If only i knew how that hello would change my life. He is the most wonderful man I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. He is everything I have ever wanted in a man wait let me clear that up A GROWN MAN because that is just what he is.  
This man cooks for me, he sing for me, we share an emotional bond like know other. This man prays with me and for me. He makes sure I am taking care of. Where has this man been all my life? why am I just finding or him finding me in our forty? Lord knows I could have use him in my early days. I guess what they say is true God saves the Best for LAST.. what ever the case is I am just happy he is in my life now and I pray he stays..
So with that being said  he is a beautiful Surprise and I couldn't be happier.. 

Living Life Without Walls

My life is a storybook at its best. I have been hurt more then I would like to share but its time I share the things I go through.  I have the biggest heart in Texas and I will give you my lasted if you needed it. I am a team player and will do what ever I need to do to get the job done. I enjoy life to the fullest so why have I been hurt? Well lets see people don't see life like I do. I mean I am one of those people who see beyond people faults.  I see the good in everybody until you show me other wises. My family is the worst they are very judgmental and unforgiving they will use anything to hold you down or to put you down.
I try so hard to bring my family together so we can ask like a real family but I have fail miserably at that task. You can't bring people together if they dont want to be come together and that was a very hard pill to swallow for me. I enjoy the bond of a family but never had one of my own from my family. So to say I have been hurt is a true fact. I stay to my self and don't indulge with any of my family member expect a hand few. But now that I am older I am living my life without walls. I am finally happy and free.

Hello

Just wanted to say hello and I promise I will be writing more on my blog. Life is busy and I have jump head,feet first. I have decide to start my own publishing company so watch out world it's abut to be ON..

A Change Gonna Come

some foul shit going down

I don't know what the hell is going on but there is some FOUL SHIT in the air. Let's me start off by saying that you need to watch who you put around you. When a person is down and out they ass need you like a person in hell need ice water. But the minuet they do a come up they asses get to acting all BRAND NEW, that the type of shit that piss me off to know fucking end. I can't stand a fake ass person who act some kind of way when they need you, then act like they all that when they don't need you anymore what a fucking looser. Ya I am piss off because i have been there done that. I have the biggest heart and I will give a person the last of my last but not anymore. I am done being nice and helping people out. I am DONE..

Loving Life

Hello to all my good peeps,
What's going on? How is life treating you? Did you have a great summer and if so please share what you did. As for me my summer was okay. I wish I could have done more and went on a real vacation, but this year me and the boys stay in town and chilled.
Sometime the body just need a little bit of rest and that is just what i gave mines. Now lets talk about what I have been doing about my novels.. Yes I said Novels because a sister got three of them going all at the same damn time. I really want to finish up"The Reunion" and get that out of the way because that is my baby and my FIRST LOVE .. I love me some RYAN in this novel. But my life is so busy right now that i can't even think right. I know that is not a excuse but hey a sister can try and blame it on life being busy RIGHT???
 But anyhow "Chocolate Prince" is my other baby that I need to finish and get it out of the way so I can move on over to my last novel which by the way is due to the editor in NOVEMBER ya you read right NOVEMBER and a sista aint even started yet.. Why do I say i am going to do something when I know Damn Well I am busy as hell..I know why because a sista can't say know and hurt anybody feeling. A good author friend of mines ask me if  I would co-write with her and me being me said YES.. Now don't you want to just slap me for saying that? Well sweet peas you gonna have to wait in line right after me after i slap myself..LOL   Okay Okay let me get back to work and maybe just maybe i can finish up on "The Reunion" sometime before the end of the year.. Wish me LUCK..~kelra aka Author K.D. Samuels

Wow

Wow it's been like forever seen i did any blogging but it's just like riding a bike you never ever forget.So let's see what's been going on in kelra's world well for starter I have been busy working on a project that I can't speak on right now but just give me a few more days and I promise i will share it with the world.
My boys are doing great in school both of them are in gifted and talent and are both on the A/B Honor roll..Am I proud well just a little bit..Okay A WHOLE LOT..HUSBAND and I are doing great he is my everything and if you tell him I said that I just might have to hurt you. We got a new house and that kept my life busy for a while,but now thing are getting back to the way they were. I love my life and I am doing what makes me happy.My oldest son move out and got his own place I did have a hard time with that for a while.My Hubby said I had to let go and let him become the man that we raise him to be.. I just don't know every time I go over there he doesn't have food. So I told my hubby that I was going shopping for him.Hubby said NO if I start that then he will think I am going to buy food every week.. So I just gave him money and told him to be sure he put food in his house.He came over the other day and had dinner man I tell you that boy eat so much I was like can you please not eat me out of a house and home lol.But anyway I gotta go and get back to my writing..BIG HUGS AND KISSES..holla `kelra

Staying true to one self..

Staying true myself is a must..I know when time get hard just who will be there in my corner and who will have my back. I also know when things are good who have my back as well. I will do what i can and God will handle the rest.
I have the best friends in the world and i know that know what they will keep my head on straight...MY family is awesome and i wouldn't trade them in for the world.. How will you be true to yourself?

Packing

Well all the paper has been sign and now all that is left is to pack and move in..
I so hate packing but i am so excited about out new house..It is everything i have ever wanted in a house.I am happy beyond words this a long time coming..
Well i will end this post and get back to packing..holla~kelra

WoW

Wow this has been on of the best yr ever and we are only in FEB.. Man i tell you when GOD bless he don't be playing no game..SO for far i have gotten a new car and now a new house. And let not forget a new magazine that is hott like fire.. I am also still writing my book and will be done with that soon. The house that i have is awesome and it's everything i have ever wanted in a home.The magazine is going great and i just know this will be my ticket to bigger and better things. So watch out world your girl kelra is about to take it by storm..holla kelra

IAMAREALGAW

Hello all i have had a social network for yrs. The name was grownasswomen and today i decide to change that name. The new is IAMAREALGAW the reason i changed it is because we have big plans and i don't want to offend anybody..Also i have a new magazine that just came out..I would like to have a page in it for my real GAW because everybody can say they are a Gaw but trust me it more then a motion to be a REALGAW.. so there it is..get at me and tell me what you think? Starting 2/20/2011 i will be doing a kelra's question of the day..so stay tune for that..holla kelra

A Launch of a new Magazine

Hello all well tomorrow is the big day.A new magazine is been born. www.goldStilettomagazine.com is coming and baby are we bring the heat.. I would like for all my peep to please check us out and share the love with us. I am so very excited and can't wait.Thank you and may God Bless you~kelra

Gold Stiletto Magazine

Well the day is getting closer for the magazine to launch and i am still not ready.. but don't worry by Wednesday i wll be.. I will have my bio done and all my picture taken.
The only thing that i need to do is find out what i am wearing to the shoot. I all ready have my next three author ready for the next three issue. Man it's good to know ppl.
So if you are reading this and you are a author please get at me and let's see what we can do together..Well i gotta go because i am trying to do a little bit of writing it's been so long and i feel like i better get back to it..holla
~kelra

GoldStilettoMagazine

WOW this has been a good yrs for me.I have a New Magazine coming out in February 2011 and i am so excited. Life is good and i am happy.I am still writing and working on my book.In fact i have started another one,but this time this one is a urban read.. you know gangsta,drug dealing,and lot of SEX..lol but for real please check out the magazine and support your girl..I will be having kelra's question of the day and also i will be doing Author Spotlight..Wait until y'all see who i am spotlighting FIRST. So if you have a book out there or got one coming hit me up at kelra@goldstilettomagazine.com and let see what we can work out..
Also i am working hard on my thing GAW is still in effect and things are looking better for us.. The logo is HOTT man i can't wait to put it out there. I am also working on a web site for GAW yes your girl has become a web master (whatever) lol
anyway i am out of here..
~kelra

Sorry about being gone so long

OMG I am so sorry that i have been away for from kelra's world. But life is sooo busy for me right now. I am working on a project right now that is awesome. I am also still working on my book. I kinda of stop writing because of this new project that kinda of fall into my lab,but don't worry i am back on my book hustle. I am so happy and i can not wait until i can share it with you. I also have decide to take my love for writing a step forward.I will keep you posted and i promise this will be the last time i leave you guys for such a long time. hugs and kisses holla kelra

why do women think if they have a baby for a men then she got him..

Why do women think if she have a baby for a men then she got him. I hear so many women say that if only they could just have that men baby then he would never ever leave them. I think that is the dumbest thing i ever heard in my life.. I think some women think the power of there pussy is all that and some. Man let me tell you this.The Pussy does have power but you must know how to use. But to miss use it by trying to set up a men with traping him with a baby..

why is he upset???

Okay my son bestfriend just found out that is baby mamma is going to have a baby by someone else. Now here is what i don't understand is why is he mad when they has not been together for a while (like two yes)I just don't get it. Why is he sooo mad.I know what they say about once the pussy always the pussy. (sorry for those of you who think my my mouth is dirty) but i am a GrownAssoWomen and i can speak how ever i want to. But back to my question so if he think that why didn't he do what ever it take to keep her. Because the way he is acting there is got to still be some feeling on his part..Just don't get it Ole well that is my blog for the day. See y'all tomorrow..holla kelra

sorry i have MIA

I am so sorry that i have been MIA. Life is so busy for me right now.I got the first three chapter back and i haven't started to my all the changes.My editor has chapter 4-6 and she is working on them as we speak. Before long she is going be all caught up with me and i won't even be ready. I am just so busy work is kicking my ass and with the end of school here. My boys are having all kind of things going on at the school that need me and hubby to be there.I will get those edited done real soon. I want this more then anything. I just need about three days where nobody disturbs me and i can just write. I am so close to the end. Well that's all for now.I will try to get on here more i promise. holla kelra